From me

If i had to think that one day i would have to say goodbye again, i'd have said no, no matter what reality it would be in.
I'm tired of guessing, i'm tired of anticipating, of being defensive because i know.
I know, i feel that the wind blows a little stronger in my destiny's direction, sweeps away memories and tips the scales.
I don't want to have to choose, because it's as difficult as I imagine it to be and hurts as much as i ever imagined. How can I tell you that it would be fine, when I myself am afraid of the unknown, of this emptiness?

This way of feeling, I suppose I have enough pain and suffering for two. The price is high and the stakes quite large.
Once again, I will have to let go of a part of myself, a part of who I am, and that I will lose forever in the process.
To love while being restrained, bound by chains a premonition of fate, A reality that I try in vain to free myself from. I realize, that when my body and my heart merge what I feel no longer comes from the world. It is the cry of a heart that is tired of suffering so much, a goodbye with a lump in your throat .

A goodbye that seems like a farewell we would never have to say to each other, a dream that we could have lived. would it have been possible that we could create an eternity in which our love would be endless and unconditional? The story I would have so wanted to live, the ending we should have known and not that of this society or this reality. It's time for one last kiss, one last memory and one last look, for two souls who have known how to love each other. It will remain our little secret, knowing that we were brave enough to choose it.